pathological
being unrestrained, complete self-abandon, to leave behind one's environment without thinking about it. always just talking and thinking, so much that you think you know how it is. maybe you really do, but you don't know how it feels. one life - live it! being unrestrained calls for egotism. my own egotism consists in caring for others. always just talking and thinking, so much that you think you know how it is. maybe you really do, but you don't know how it feels. one life - live it! inconsistency, consistent inconsistency, consistent thinking. in my imagination doesn't even exist what i am looking for. my mind's characterized by urges and immorality. there's no room for feelings. i'm looking for - feelings.